I'm now speechless. Even when i have a word, who will listen? The dreams are fading out from my head. Or my self is hiding out from the dreams???

Ever had the same feelings?


Meanings behind the picture

Me without mouth
The representation of speechlessness.

No clothes but tie
Clothes usually describe someone's profile (or even occupation/job). While in this position, i don't know what will i be. That's why there're no clothes.
The tie represents the word "tying" and "tied" (terikat in Indonesian). If someone is tied, he has no freedom.

The Existence of The Six Stars
The stars represent dream(hope). Dream is inside our mind and heart. Mind and Heart (in unity) are our sixth sense. The sense of feeling.

There's also a biblical theory that human is created in the sixth day of the creation of the universe. The "six" also represents the humanity side of me.

Six is also (almost) homophonic with the word sick. It shows that I'm sick with my condition at the moment when i created the pic.

Fading Stars
I think my dream is fading out right now...

Four dripping-waters
Four in Chinese and Japanese is read as "shi". Which means death. Just a bad omen.

Grayscale Image
Represents dullness...